Her Response

i am truly sorry
i am sad that you don't trust me anymore.. but i understand
i tried my best to explain to you and your husband in the spring that the optimal treatment at that time was not a hysterectomy. i truly did not and still did not believe that it is/ was. Perhaps you have already discussed this issue with Drs McAlpine and Swenerton. Because of the size of the cancer in the spring, chemotherapy and raidation therapy is the proven optimal treatment. A hysterectomy upon completion of therapy in the absence of known residual disease have never been shown to benefit the patient and actually has been demonstrated to be detrimental in some cases.

i would like to see you, anytime.. . if you can come in this afternoon even..
I don't know what else to say
i too am devastated with the situation and feel terrible about it... and in fact that is why i took last friday off... to be with my husband...and to review priorities
i am available to see you anytime